My 2009 - My pure hatred for one person - and my opinion on gay marriage

Well this year has been, in short, HORRIBLE! I have lost three of my best friends; Strider, Chubs, and Taz. Since I haven't been on in so long, most may not know yet. My dog, Taz, had to be euthanized 10-20-09. It all started out with his occasional mini seizures, which grew to be much more often. Followed by weakness and falling over a lot. Then all of a sudden, he could not even move. All I could do was lie him on a soft bed, turn him multiple times through the day and night, and give him water through a dropper. He barked all through the night. It was absolutely heart-wrenching to see and hear. I woke up one morning and decided it was time, he was not going to get better. No miracle was going to be performed. So we took him to the vet. and said our final goodbyes. Well, all except my grandma. She's not exactly an animal-lover. What always saddened me was how incredibly evil she could be at times. She told me multiple times in the past about how I did not care about him. That killed me. She just does not understand. I have a strong bond with all animals, especially my own. But I do not like to show my emotions around human-beings, and my grandma more than any! I CANNOT seem weak and vulnerable, EVER! There are too many people that would absolutely love to put me down or hurt me in some way or manner, and I just cannot let them find the opportunity. Right now though, I cannot express my love for animals and nature enough. Beautiful creatures.. Beautiful environments.. A lot of people just do not see what I do. And it is just sad.

On my next topic, I would like to rant a little bit about a person whom I have a deep hatred for. Michael Crooks! He is the biggest ignoramus I have ever had the misfortune to come across on this web of morons. And do not think I hate him purely cause I can or want, I have a very logical reason for the hatred which burns through my veins. To begin with, I am straight, but I LOVE gay people. I especially love my gay friends, even bi. They're just so fun and down-to-earth, unlike most. Anyways, I was on Facebook surfing around, and I came across a group that quickly drew my attention. This group was titled, "Against Gay Marriage? Then Don't Get One and Shut the F**k Up." Laughing, I went to check it out and decided to join. While I was reading some of the comments, I came across a person who was bold enough to come onto a group that was made to SUPPORT gay marriage and totally make a mockery of it. He said, and I quote, "Those who are in a gay marriage, those who want a gay marriage, and those who support it, should read this open letter. Please remember, while you may have rights, we do, too, and that includes the right not have our country ruined by something as unnatural and sickening as gay marriage." This link was posted along with it: http://www.michaelcrook.org/openlettergays.html. Go ahead, read it. It made me SO angry, and by the end, I had even started crying. How could people be so incredibly EVIL?! Michael Crooks, the homophobe (and most likely homo himself!), also has a single Youtube video, pretty much promoting rape! Again, here ya go, check it out for yourself- http://www.youtube.com/user/michaelcrookvids. This dude HATES gays, is totally against all environmental laws, and also thinks that ANY women who gets raped was asking for it! Just because he was married and divorced twice doesn't mean he needs to go and hate on all humanity! I, myself, am not a huge fan of human-kind, but I'm not taking such an ignorant stand on things like he is.

My final topic is on gay marriage. Since other people have decided to make me start ranting, rant I shall. First, I'll look at it from a "religious" perspective. I'm agnostic by the way. Hm.. Where should I start.. Oh yeah, GOD DOES NOT HATE! "For God so loved the world that he gave his one and only Son, that WHOEVER believes in him shall not perish but have eternal life." - John 3:16. Notice that it states "whoever," not "whoever, except..."  Also, you so called "Christians," if you are going to listen to the Bible, you cannot just abide by the rules you like and shun the rest. How is that fair? Since you are so against gay marriage, do you also believe that a father can sell his daughter into slavery? It is a sin to call any man on Earth "father"? If a married women is raped in the city and does not cry out, she should be killed? If an unmarried women is raped, she must marry her rapist (if he is "found")? If a child is rebellious, in the least, (s)he should be killed? You have no clue how long I could extend that list, so I will stop there. I've had that argument a few times before, and some people have just told me that that was the Old Testament and/or they only go by the Ten Commandments. That is an even worse argument. Nowhere in the Ten Commandments does it say to hate anyone for being different than you! Oh, to the people who abide by the Bible, stop listening to such an outdated BOOK. If "God" is such a great being, why would he have ever made up such barbaric rules in the first place? The Bible, that you have sold your soul to, was written by man! Can't you see that? Ugh.. I better change perspectives before I get angry. Anyways.. Next is the "sanctity of marriage" perspective. Well, really, you people are mostly "concerned" (whether it being the real reason or not) about gay marriage ruining the "sanctity" of marriage. What sanctity?! Oh, God forbid it ruins the sanctity of Britney Spear's 55-hour marriage! How about you stop worrying about your FAKE concerns and other peoples' lives and marriages, and start worrying about your own! Okay, that was short, "straight" perspective now. I'm straight, so here are my views. Homophobes are making the rest of us straight people look bad! If you are homophobic you may as well be racist, sexist, ageist, prejudice, and even weightist too! Because there is no difference! They are all just as wrong as the rest. Lastly, "procreation" perspective. If you are one of those ignoramus people who believe that marriage is meant for procreation.. Well.. That is just entirely stupid! Does that mean infertile people and old people should not be married as well? And don't you realize that there are married couples who do not even want children? I do not want them either, because I cannot stand them. The procreation thing was made up when this world needed populated. Well, now, we are seriously over-populated! There are soo many children in foster homes and such that could go to a nice, loving, gay family. They are not going to catch " the gay", and they are not going to choose to be gay because of their family either. Being either gay or straight is something people are born as. Just like being black or white, nobody can choose.

Well, I cannot think of anything else to rant about right now, nor do I even feel like it. Man.. I wonder how much heck I'm going to catch from random idiots over this blog. Haha.. Welp, type to ya later! Peace-Out! ~Britt ^-^



R.I.P. Taz!

Sucky Year...

Man.. This year has SUCKED so far.. First, I'd like to say that I dropped out of Sociology.. There's no way I was staying at that school from 9:30am til 9:10pm.. >_<
Next, I lost another one of my little beloved pets.. Strider died 08/20/09... Dude, I don't think I can take anymore of this.. I become so attached to my pets.. Our bond is epic.. It can't be broken, not even by death.. I knew there was something wrong with her about a month beforehand.. No one would listen to me though.. I could tell as soon as her personality changed even the slightest. But no one would listen to me (seriously, why would anyone ever listen to ME?!!) and I had no way to get her to the Vet.. My last cat, Buddy, isn't doing so well.. He has a very bad allergy to fleas.. Yeah, it sucks.. He got his allergy shot yesterday, then I bathed him.. And today he starts his Frontline flea meds, and possibly his pills.. I'm going to do all I can to make my Bud healthy again.. I refuse to lose my last little kitty.. Fleas are what the Vet. thinks killed my Stridey.. They made her Anemic.. I won't let them take my Buddy too.. He's fighting.. He's strong.. Him and I can make it through this.. We both miss our two little pals very much.. All I can do though is try to keep the fleas away from my Buddy.. I'll make sure he becomes healthy again.. As for my dog, Taz. There's not much that can be done. I've had him since I was in grade school. He's blind in one eye, almost deaf, and has occasional mini seizures. He's just very old, there's not much that can be done. Just trying to keep him happy is all that anyone can do.
Well, I don't have much else to say.. Guess I'll type to ya'll later.. See ya..


R.I.P. Chubs and Strider

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OMG! Hey!

It's been over two years since I blogged last! I totally just got so busy with life and stuff, that I just completely forgot! I can't believe I was 15 when I was last on.. Welp, now I'm 18! Freeeedom! XD  Yeeeah... Riiight... Not as much as I had hoped for actually.. LoL.. I did get my learners though..  Omg, I was reading all my blogs from before and just couldn't believe some of the stuff.. So stupid.. Especially my last one, that almost killed me to see.. So embarrassing! UGH! I guess I better catch you all up on some things.. Yeah right.. Like anyone is reading this! XD I'm sure my zero subscribers enjoy my blogs so freaking much! Haha.. Well, Aaron and I dated for almost 5 months, broke up for a week because he thought he'd be a jack*** and cuss me out in front of the entire cafeteria because he was on his period or something.. XD Lmao.. Then got back together for about another month, then decided it wasn't working out, and broke up again... So yeah.. He was so annoying and embarrassing.. (Hoping he doesn't find this and read it.. Cause we just got back to being friends a month ago..) So, since then, I've had a few heartbreaks.. We don't need to go into details.. I've had some out in the open relationships, some secret relationships, and some friend with benefits relationships.. Yep, life got a little interesting.. It has slowed back down since I graduated though.. I start college on the 17th this month.. I did NOT want to go.. It's so dumb and I don't need to.. I'm only doing it for the insurance, to shut my grandma up, and it will buy me some more time before I have to get a freaking job.. Here is my schedule:

So... I'm getting 16 out of a needed 12 credits for a full-time student... Ugh.. What have I done.. I'm taking more classes than most people.. The first week of college is for schedule changes and so fourth.. So I may drop out of a class.. I can only drop out of one 3-credit class and college intro.. But they seem to think that some students really need College Intro.. So we'll see about that one.. Um.. I want to keep my music class.. Since that may be the thing about college that keeps me slightly happy.. Maybe I could drop Sociology.. The thought of that class creeps me out.. I'm NOT social.. ICK! The College Intro class really pees me off... I was hoping to only have to go to school for two days a week.. And that one class gives me a third.. Grr..

Anyways.. Subject change.. I was in band for almost two years.. And it was AMAZING! There is no way I would've made it through school without having band.. I was close to just giving up in my senior year when we got to senior projects.. Soo close... I even quit going to my English class altogether.. But I didn't want to be kicked out of band, or disappoint my band director.. So I started trying again.. And got an A on my project.. Wasn't even as hard as I thought it would've been..  I still had to take the 2nd semester of English over in summer school because of all my missed days, but it wasn't so bad, and I got an A.. Well, being in band was AWESOME! I taught myself over one summer to play flute, and in my first year of band, I was already being told  how much better I was than the other flute players. I was second chair flute in my senior year, only because I had ONE problem... I couldn't read music very well.. I spent 24/7 of that first year practicing playing my flute, learning all my notes and fingerings, and learning my scales, but never thought to learn to read my music.. Still, other band members told me I was the best.. Even the band director told me that I was better than the rest.. There were seven flute players. Two seniors, me and Ashley (who was my best friend..supposedly.. she's just always really mean to me and never cares about anything I have to say, ever.. >_<), and five freshmen (most of them were more worried about their flag twirling though..) My only competition was Ashley and Randi, and Ashley never even practiced, so it was easy to catch up with her.. One day, during practice, I was the only flute player that showed up. After a couple of songs, one of the members announced how proud they were of me, and I got a full-band applause. I was sooo happy! That made my freaking week! LoL! A couple people didn't even realize one flute was playing, and the director said I was making up for the entire section.. Haha. That's what people get for underestimating me! Mwuahaha..

Let's see.. What else.. Hm.. Oh.. At the moment, I have two cats and one dog. I've had my white cat, Buddy, since 2003; my black cat, Strider, since 2003; and my Pomeranian doggy, Taz, since grade school.. But bad news.. My little baby, Chubs... Who I had since 2004, died on July 13, 2009... She had a seizure.. She is now buried outback in what used to be my great-grandma's flower garden.. I thought it was an appropriate place.. My dad and I had a little funeral for her.. My grandma didn't even go outback at all with us, and she still hasn't been outback to see her.. My grandma is so mean.. She never even liked Chubs, and didn't even show one emotion when my Chubsy died.. I cried sooo much when my dad found her upstairs, dead, in the hallway.. Chubs was my little baby girl.. I loved her sooo much... This was one of the last things I expected to happen.. Because she was the youngest.. But I guess so can't plan these things out.. I miss my little baby soooo much... It's just not fair... In other animals news, my dog, Taz, hasn't been doing very well for the last couple years.. He's blind in one eye and has almost completely lost his hearing.. Also, he has mini seizures occasionally. My Aunt Suzie told us that he should be put to sleep.. Cause when the final big seizure hits, it's going to be painful as heck.. So, I'm still not totally sure what's going to happen with that..

On yet another subject change..(It's funny how I type soo much to my non-existent readers.. LoL..) I'm going to Florida this Tuesday and I'll be there for eight days.. I'm taking a non-stop flight to Orlando, where I'll be picked up and drove five hours away to Fountain, where I will stay until Saturday. Then we'll drive back to Orlando and get a hotel. On Sunday we are supposed to go to a theme park or SeaWorld, then on Monday we'll go to whichever place we didn't go to on Saturday. And then on Tuesday, I catch my flight back to Charleston, where I'll be picked up and drove about two hours back home.. This whole time, I'll be staying with my BEST buddy ever, Cole. Yes, November 2007, I finally made a TRUE friend.. Over the internet.. XD  Anyways... We started talking on the phone, just about 24/7.. And it got to the point where I could talk to him about almost everything! I've never had a friend that I could actually just sit and talk to.. Especially not a guy.. I was so surprised to find a guy that was so caring, loving, and sweet.. Well, he only acts that way towards me actually.. Haha.. He is one of the few people in the world that actually care for me.. I'll tell you more about him later though..

Welp, I think I've typed enough for now..Lots more has happened, but I'm bored and have stuff to do.. I'll talk to ya'll later! ((Wait... Who the f*** am I talking to?! XD))
Peace-Out!

2 weeks and 4 days

  OMG! It's been so long since I've been on last! We'll 10th grade isn't going as smoothly as I had hoped. I think I'm failing Language Arts and Spanish2.. Ugh... I'll know on Monday when Report Cards come out...

  We'll, if you don't know already, Aaron and I are dating! It's been going on for 2 weeks and 4 days now. I think things are going pretty well (not considering his lack of dating skills Lol). Not many people really like him and almost everyone thinks he's arrogant and annoying. But it only matters what I think about him and I really love him, so those people need to leave us the heck alone!

 Well, I think I've covered the important things here, so I'm out!

                                  -Peace!-

                                                 -Brit-

Hey People!!

What's up with ya'll? I haven't been on for a long time cause my internet's not working. So, I guess I gotta update ya'll on some stuff. Well, my Aunt's Dog, Katie, Who I really love, died last month! It's awful.... *Cries*

 I'm going to King's Island, next week, I guess that'll be kinda fun, and may brighten the summer up a lil bit..

Well, on my last report card, I passed everything, except Spanish1... OMG I hate Spanish....

I've discovered a new website called youtube.com, and I LOVE IT! There's a member on there called, thewinekone, and I'm so in love with him!!!!! Go check him out!! He's hilarious!

Oh yea, I got a new pet! Lol, he's a Cricket... His name is Spot! Seriously! Haha

Well, I guess that's all for now!

      Peace-Out!

             ~Brit~